01/06/12
The Horrors concert yesterday. I got Faris and Joshua’s autographs. Took a pic with Joshua. Didn’t seem real.
Always a failure.
I have become comfortably numb.
Crying.
College “friends” trying to be cool.
I thought people had already grown out of that high school phase… Ugh, the bullshit I have to put up with in my everyday life.
- stop procrastinating
- stop making everything harder than it actually is
- stop running away from reality
First day of University today.
Today’s my birthday.
My life is pathetic.
